Moments and Memories…!!

June 20, 2009

I Wanna Live it All Over AGAIN….!!

Filed under: adieu,friends,loss,love,memories — Mishra @ 16:33
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“Oye.. aaj teri tone hi badli hui si lag rahi hai… bada khush lag raha hai tu aaj…”

“Hmmm… didi aaj friends se mila hun bahut dino baad”

Amandeep didi could make out from my voice… I WAS HAPPY…!!

 

Long time since college got over… 30 days to be exact…

They say, “time heals”… 30 days… m still waiting…

 

But something good happened lately… we met… the BURI NAZAR WAALE group of ours…

The long planned meet… the same old jokes… illogical discussions… leg pullings… sitting on the pavements… making fun of modern art… the same victorious feeling that no one in this world can withstand the kind of sarcasm and creativity we bring into everything we do together… the same old expressions saying “YET AGAIN” whenever something went wrong… and eyes going watery again with laughter on things that exclusively happened to us… it was like feeling college all over again… all fun!!

Metro walks… DTC tours… Akshardham queues… Museum pics… all moments!!

 

Not long and all of us will be entering a new world where none of us will have enough time to celebrate life the way we had been doing till date… CARELESS is the word… Soon, no one to discuss… no one to share… no one to adore… and no one to suggest… A completely new phase of life where one has to loose one’s self to make a name for one…

 

Huh… confusing…!!

Life….!!

 

And before we get into questioning “are we ready to step into the new world and loose ourselves”… an impromptu reply comes:

“As long as we are together, a ME will never be lost… there will be someone always few moments with whom will remind us of what we actually are…

That when we sang, ban ke sahara ek duje ka yun hi chalte chalein…we meant it…

That, we ARE… coz we are TOGETHER…”

 

At no point in life we lived in a moment when things were easy… or when there were no hard choices to make… there wasn’t a day when we didn’t feel the blues of being solitary… yet we smiled and lived… all coz we had few people who were always there for us…

 

Not everything will change… few things definitely will… but not everything…

the ways may change… but the quest for girlfriends never will…

the point of discussion may change… but pointless discussions will always grow…

the size of wallets may change… but the fights for a dime will always be there…

the prayers for “GOD… Y ME” may seem to seize… but the feeling of “Y ME” never will…

 

Hum na badlenge zamaane ki raftaar k sath,

Hum jab bhi milenge andaaz purana hoga!!

 

Life is tough… Fir bhi, isko has kar jeene ka… ek alag hi hai mazaa…!! 

 

 

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April 26, 2009

Whats with HER…??

Filed under: friends,loss,love — Mishra @ 12:58
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she is still a puzzle for me...!!

 

 

“U proposed her…??”

“hmm… she said NO…”

“And then u guys fought…?”

“Naah, we have high levels of understanding… we were still the best friends, till yesterday…”

‘Till yesterday… !! why, what happened…”

“She was mad at me… didn’t talk”

“Why…??”

“Her roommate told her that she likes me…”

“So what…”

“Exactly, so what…??”

 

 

 

 

 

 

April 23, 2009

The LOSS…!!

Filed under: loss,pain — Mishra @ 22:09
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i miss u maa...!!He wanted to tell her how much she mattered to him… today, on HER BIRTHDAY… everything he felt about her… every thanks he wanted to say and every sorry he felt for being so unthankful all these years…

He ran… leaving everything behind… he ran to tell her…

perhaps for the first time he had an option of buying something for his Mother… today, on HER BIRTHDAY…  he thought of buying a bouquet… but it was 5:00 in the evening and he was getting late… mother won’t be available after visiting hours…

He banged on the doors… it’s her b’day today… let me in….

the mental hospital was closed for visitors…!!

5:15 PM…. Like every other day, he was late…

he had to wait another day… yet another day…!!

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