Moments and Memories…!!

March 30, 2010

THE FIRST KISS…!!

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sky was reddest…

 sun was lost…

 all we were was ONE silhoutte in the rocks…!!

 

 

and the moment was sealed in the memories………………… forever…!!

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January 1, 2010

The One With College… Friends… Work… Life… and MOMENTS…!! – 2009

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Just a very flashy review of what this year brought to me… actually a little too much of everything… so never wanna forget this…

Lived the best moments in college… some moments which define the worth of the four years we had in college…

had to leave friends… almost forever… (Remember one instance when Tirtha used to come to water cooler to fill his waterbottle at around 11PM during exams and then came into my room to say a ‘Hi…!!’… and then we discussed things totally forgotten… just that that ‘Hi…!!’ extended till 4 AM… everyday… and now its almost 3 months since i have heard him…) … So, left them… almost forever…

Had an AUSCULATOR’s farewell… (everything else abt this day is jst between 10 of us… all the arrangements… ANGARA treat… and that confession session that extended from 9PM to 7AM…)

Met another group of tooooo gooooodd friends: Swati, Shailesh Dewina, Ambika… , a little too early into job life… or a little too late in college life. As i say, kitna acha hota agar hum sab ek hi college se hote… and as swati always replies, kya pata tab hum dost hi nahin hote…!! Signed a pact that none of our fights is gonna extend beyond 1 hour. And this past has helped a lot, warna mein aur swati waqai mein dost nahin reh paate… fought a lot in these last 5 months… and laughed even more…. cracked jokes… saw each otehr crying.. longing for things perhaos not meant for us… made fun of collegues.. and wat not. Many a times i was the reason behind their tears… and many a times it was they who cried when i couldnt vent out…

learnt that HAKUNA MATATA and QUE SARA SARA are the two words that can reson anything going wrong in ur life…

took a resolution that there shouldnt be any contemplations in life… never… although this will make u sad sometimes… but then going sad is far better than being hopeful till the very end and see things going wrong… its always worth a try…

Started watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S. … and thankgod i did…

Read a lot of GOOD books…

For the first time had this amazing feeling of wearig something bought of ur own… Earned for the first time… amazing amazing feeling…

had days when i was happiest and saddest… in a span of 5 days…

Got a better affirmation that i shud be counsellor… or an actor… or an RJ… or anything but what I am today… convinced a friend to stay back at the last moment when she had decided to leave job… and many other times when i pursuaded people to do what they wanted to do…

Learnt how to cook… and for the first time, single handedly hosted a party for 15 people, out of which only 8 turned up… now with little assistance, i can make pulao, chawal, halwa, sevaiyyan, dal, aaloo ki sabji, poori, roti, chhole, pohey, sandwhich, gulab jamun, khichdi, MAGGi, noodles, daliya, sambhar and … and if nothing works out, i surely can call up Dominoes… 🙂

Learnt that being good always pays off…

started writing this blog… MOMENTS AND MEMORIES…!!

For the first time, celebrated Ganesh Chaturthi…

First time in life got gifts on Christmas… a sweet cute SANTA keychain… and a FRIENDS FOR LIFE mug… and another one is awaiting… sang christmas carols… hosted a farzi gameshow in office…

Not getting an invite to new year’s party was never so embarrasing… stayed back at home and only comfort was the timely calls from ghar and friends : sudky, dushy, ambika, gautam… and messages ofcourse…

For the first time my saying:  “we are single not by virtue but by choice…!!” is not what i can boast abt myself…

Got back in touch wid many long forgotten friends: shazia, mugdha. Made a lot of net friends : ani, gazal, anuja, ekam…

Also, i prepared a wishlist this yeat and trying to live up to it everyday… as said, no contemplations… and as a part of this wishlist only, i went to office in casuals last tuesday… extreme casuals, when the dress code is extreme formals…
but it was fun.. each and everything on the wishlist is… have completed 3 of the 30 wishes so far..

and there’s lot more… a lot lot…

many reasons y i want this year to end… and infinite others y i want this to continue forever…

and so, in the memory of the great year that is passing by taking away a lot i wanted to keep forever… and giving another LOT i wanna keep… forever… to all the people who ever mattered in my life… i just want u guys to know that:

“I will be there for u, when rain starts to pour…
I will be there for u, like i’ve been there before…!!”
in 2010 and for all the years to come… !!
*******WISHES********

May 16, 2009

WHAT IF…??

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“do u know, u sound foolish..”

“hmm.. well, if u don’t want to sound foolish, u don’t deserve to be in love…”

“but why today… on the last day of the college… u waited with this all these days… this could have stayed with u one more day…”

“well… guess when i am an old man, now, I will never have to wonder ‘what if….‘ ”

 

 

  

P.S.  : dialogues are taken from movie  “A LOT LIKE LOVE” and framed into a conversation….

April 26, 2009

Whats with HER…??

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she is still a puzzle for me...!!

 

 

“U proposed her…??”

“hmm… she said NO…”

“And then u guys fought…?”

“Naah, we have high levels of understanding… we were still the best friends, till yesterday…”

‘Till yesterday… !! why, what happened…”

“She was mad at me… didn’t talk”

“Why…??”

“Her roommate told her that she likes me…”

“So what…”

“Exactly, so what…??”

 

 

 

 

 

 

March 23, 2009

Solve: LOVE = …??

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  Love is... loving everything about her...!!

 

I recently got a mail… the mail is actually a conversation thread from Satyam Computer Services Ltd, Hyderabad which was circulated among the employees. The thread got so popular that it got forwarded to Infosys discussion forum… and there the popularity increased many folds…

 

But, there’s nothing big with this thread…

 

It is just a weird idea of penning down few lines on the word ‘LOVE’… its how common people like me and you define Love… No big words were uttered… simple gestures… a smile perhaps, that make a difference. Everything which matters… or soothes a relationship found its place here…

Reply from one person ends with color change…

Just go thru it….

 

Love is…when u fight and promise in night… not to talk..in future……….but call in d morning just after waking up…………….!!!! 

 

 

Love is……….    when u don’t write his/her real name in your cell phone…………………………….    when u don’t hesitate in telling Lie to others 4 him/her……………….

 

 

“Love is more than three words mumbled before bedtime. Love is sustained by action, a pattern of devotion in the things we do for each other every day.”   “Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit.”   “Love is like a violin. The music may stop now and then, but the strings remain forever.”   

 

 

Love is when you are always wondering abt the moments spent together……….& wait for him to come. When you are happy with his happiness…………when you pray for his prosperity & wealth….

 

 

Love is…. when u r always thinking abt him….. and smiling whenever u think of him

 

 

LOVE IS…

When u talk to someone on phone for long JJ… inspite of other imp works… u manage to continue the same for Long JJJ…..is nothing but LOVE….

Have a Nice Day JJJJ…….

 

 

Love is….

 To start writing Diary….just to cherish the memories of time you spent

together… So that you can keep each moment alive and fresh…whenever

you turn those pages…

 

 

Love is flying for 2 months

And dying for the rest..

 

 

Love is ….when everytime you feel uneasy to go to Bed at Night …..

and are Desperately waiting to come Back to Office just to meet her ….

 

You dont go to Mumbai on weekends…just because you cant imagine

leaving 2 days without her…

 

You cannot concentrate on your work ..Just because she’s in your mind

all the time…

 

This is love ..Nothing else….

 

 

Pyar …..pyar…jab aapko laal rang bhi aacha lagnei lagta hain

 Pyar ….Yash Chopra kei Movies ke geet hain…

 

 

 Mohabattein … one more famous dialogue ..

 

Ek larki thi anjaani si ek larke pe woh marti thi ..

Nazrein jhuka ke sharma ke galiyon se guzarti thi ..

Chori chori chupke chupke chitthhiyaan likha karti thi Kuch kehna tha

shayad usko .. par jaane kkis-se darti thi ..

Jab bhi milti thi mujh-se yahii poocha karti thi ..

Ye pyar kaise hota hai .. ye pyar kaise hota hai ..

Aur main sirf ye keh pata tha ..

 

Aankhein khuli ho  ya …..

 

This whole song has definition of love ..

 

 Cheers:)

 

 

Love is…

Going through a chain of posts (which make absolute no sense) for the

whole day… Waiting for her to write something… 🙂

 

 

Love is …..when you read all her scraps on orkut…

Visit …the profiles of scrappers on her profilee…

Join all the communities she joined….

Visit ….the profiles of all her friends………

 

 

When you dedicate one fourth of your salary to phone bills:) without

batting an eyelid.

 

 

When the First and the last SMS of the day  is sent to her . ..

 

 

And those SMS’es are never deleted….

 

 

Love is: Hum hai rahi pyaar ke phir milenge chalte chalte!

 

 

There is never an Unanswered reply….

 

 

Love is getting that lovely smile at the corners of the lips, when I just think of her…which inturn makes my heart beat happily…:)

 

 

Love is when you do not want to move her mails to pst even though it has been a while since her last mail which was an invitation to attend her marriage

 

 

Love is when you send an email only to her ….still keep her in Bcc… 🙂

 

 

“Love is when you become more superstitious than you actually are”

 

 

Love is when you tag her in messenger and try to find out reasons for the status… Offline…Meeting/Not feeling well/leave/training?

Scratch your head out …………….

 

 

LOVE is : In recession time girl wants to marry you not for money 🙂

 

 

LOVE is when u save  all the mails(sent by her) in separate diff folder

naming java or dot net etc 🙂

 

 

And delete that folder …when you have a fight with her ….and then

try to recover it 🙂

 

 

Love is when She/He is “Away ” for others but  “Available” for you 🙂

 

 

It is always understood that it is not love 😉

 

Bhaavnaaon ko samjho… :):):)

 

 

This will happen only if she responds to your pings 🙂

 

 

Love is…

               Saving ur communicator chats with her in a .doc  file

:):)

 

 

Love is…

 

Its night…Raining heavily… you r totally wet…. Caught cold n cough

… and you still eat it…

 

I love ice creams…. 🙂

 

 

Loves is when you don’t say I can jump from a running train for you…

Love is when you say I can jump from a running train with you……

 

 

LOVE is when I can’t pay attention in work BCOZ I am too busy in writing

her first name with my last name 🙂

 

 

 

and my idea of LOVE:

 

 

Love is... loving everything about her...!!

Love is... loving everything about her...!!

 

 

HEY FRIENDS… pour in ur ideas  of what LOVE IS…??

 

March 1, 2009

I Won’t Love AGAIN…!!

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Love is sacrifice... kab tak...!!

Love is sacrifice... kab tak..!!

If I propose my love, it would exhibit my selfishness and I am also scared that I might lose my friend. May be I am coward. May be I am not in love enough. May be I don’t know what love is… but among the most misunderstood concepts of the world is term love. Isn’t it…!!

   

He never thought he will say those words… THOSE BLISSFUL WORDS… the feelings he always had… the love he always felt… He always wanted to… but the only hindrance was ‘WHEN”… and now since he was past it… he had said them… all he wanted at this point of his life was a ‘YES’…

 

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Ohhk… lets begin from where it all started…

 

We will have boy’s name as Duffer Donkey (DD in short…)

The girl can be called Dhara…

 

DD was good at heart… but bad in heart matters… he was known among his friends for keeping PROMISES…!!!

Dhara was the best girl you can ever know and you are lucky if she is your friend…

She was DD’s best friend…!!

 

DD met Dhara in June 1990… when he got a chance to sit next to her during a poetry recitation exam in nursery :)… Friendship grew… and soon they were good friends… understanding developed… and it was in 3rd class when he knew that he is in love… But he was a kid, and he knew it too, so… friendship continued.

 

They complimented each other in every possible way… same taste.. same likings… same friends… same problems… an extraordinary sense of humor and… most importantly,… same B’DAY.

 

This best of the best understandings continued for yrs…

Soon, it was time to part… college life was calling. DD knew it that from now onwards, there will be less talks and less seeing each other… perhaps it was time for him to come up with his feelings… but he couldn’t… collg was a big-big thing for her… and he thought of giving her little time to settle in her new life…

 

There were lesser talks and no seeing each other for all the years that followed…

On every 11th of June, their b’day…  he thought of proposing her… but couldn’t… coz it was a big day for her, and he never wanted to kill her joys for his selfishness…

 

Every time they talked, he asked her if she is involved with someone- college does change a lot of things, and he was ready for any answer- but every time he got the same reply, “tujhe kya lagta hai..??” and he was speechless… this happened every time they talked… without fail.

Second year passed… he cudn’t say anything… similar was the third year…

 

But the desperation of telling Dhara everything he felt for her was getting high on DD… he could see her in every romantic movie… his tastes changed… every nice place he visited, he pledged to revisit it with Dhara once in his life… all the love poetries suddenly had meanings only he could define… he was a better person at heart.. someone who can understand people and their feelings and can come up with proper solutions…

 

Then he took a step… he wrote a proposal letter… just a page long… thought of sending it to her… he also had a message ready which he thought of sending to her just after he has proposed her…

the message read as: “Having a guy with impeccable and unmatched sense of humor is a reason enough for u to look forward to his company. His jokes are original and spontaneous, and his zest for life, infectious. Every single time u think of him, u unknowingly break out into a smile. His jokes are sometimes tiring, but then all efforts are dedicated to see u smile. He just wants to make difference in ur life… to keep u happy…               

are these not the reasons enough to say ‘YES’ when he proposes u…!!”

 

This letter and message he showed to one of his best friends in college and the reviews were very positive on the kinda text he had written. She asked if she should talk to Dhara about him, he said NO… he was not a coward… he always had this in mind that if Dhara will ever come to know about his love, it will be thru him and not a third person… all the delays that were there, were coz of some reasons… and he knew he will soon say those words: ” I LOVE YOU, Dhara”.. but WHEN…!!!

 

Everytime it was consideration of her feelings, her exams, her emotions and her “tujhe kya lagta hai…?” which kept him speechless.

 

And then came 4th year…

DD got placed…

Words must have flowed that day… DD called Dhara and found her upset- upset for her future…there were no companies coming to her college- so no more tensions were assured and placement thing was kept a secret… and proposal was delayed…

Moreover he never wanted Dhara’s decisions to get biased by the achievements he had had in his life. he wanted to be liked for the kind of person he is and not for what he will be in his future…

 

One fine day when DD and Dhara were talking… she asked him to make a confession… and that day ladke ne sab bol diya… started wid: “yaar, this can be very bad… very unexpected… and I don’t expect any answer… neither yes, nor no… just want to tell u that I appreciate u for what u are to me… I like u…”

 

He never thought he will say those words… THOSE BLISSFUL WORDS… the feelings he always had… the love he always felt… He always wanted to… but the only hinderance was ‘WHEN”… and now since he was past it… he had said them… all he wanted at this point of his life was a ‘YES’…

 

Dhara: ‘like u’ as a frend na….

DD: as a frnd also… and that ways also… I love u… I know if there is some girl who can keep me happy for the rest of my life its u…

——-a long silence followed——-

 

Dhara: yaar, this was very-very unexpected. I don’t know how to react… [then there was a long silence of 10 seconds…she

 

almost cried]… kab se DD…

 

DD: can’t say… make it 13yrs… terah saal. Aur jahan tak jawaab dene ki baat hai, to Dhara, please jawaab mat de yaar. I told u i don’t want any answers. Just wanted to tell u what I feel for u, so that if something bad happens in future, I don’t have to contemplate ki I didn’t tell you… I didn’t try. Bhool ja whatever I said…

 

Dhara: DD, I always considered u my best friend… but u proved to be like any other… kyun yaar… tune mujhe pehle kyun nahin bataya…

 

DD: bas, nahin bata saka yaar… tu sab bhool ja.. I am running out of balance and before it gets disconnected ek baar smile kar de.. warna mujhe bahut bura lagega…

 

Dhara: DD, tu mazaak kar raha hai na… I know tu mazaak kar raha hai… Tu aisa hi karta hai.. pehle dukhi karta hai fir hasne ko kehta hai… mazaak tha na ye DD..??

 

For DD, a world was shattered… he never knew that the job he has taken up of bringing smile to every body he meets will cost him so heavily… he had no option… he could say ‘NO’ and loose a friend forever…  or he can say ‘YES’ and try to go to revive their friendship… DD always wanted to be with Dhara… as a life partner… as a friend or… as a brother… nothing mattered at this point of life… the answer he was expecting… the YES from Dhara… was now to be given by him… a YES or a NO… the choice was his… DD wanted to be anything in this world but the reason for her tears…

 

DD: Yeah…………… it was a joke………… forget everything, bhool ja… that was a sick joke… let me tell u something good … I got placed in two companies and I also…… … [blah.. blah.. blah….]

 

*** balance over ***

 

But the day was not over for DD… for all the million moments that followed, he could see his moments with Dhara coming back to him in flashes… he couldn’t decide if what he did was right or wrong… was it too delayed or was it too early…

He wanted to tell this to someone… but couldn’t. He wanted to cry… but couldn’t… BOYS DON’T CRY…!!!

Dawn was near… so he slept… slept to be in dreams again…!!

That day DD took some resolutions… that he will NEVER EVER BE GOOD…  he won’t be the soothing shoulder to anybody…

 

But the very next day… he was back in business. Business of making Dhara smile… when the reasons were none…

He called her up… she was upset as expected… DD tried to cheer her up… but was struck by a question.

 

Dhara: “If that was a joke.. then ur side of the confession remains…”

DD: “Ok… then here it goes… Yaar, I recently got a proposal from a girl…. thinking over it… will let u know whatever my decision is…”

Dhara: “Ohk… gud for u… kya naam hai uska… kahan se hai.. kya kar rahi hai…???”

DD: “bata dunga.. abhi naihn…”

 

He never thought of these questions when he bluffed… he still had to work on it…

 

DD: “Oye Dhara… what’s ur side of the confession…. something which u always wanted to tell me… always wanted to share, but couldn’t get any right moment to begin…”

Dhara: “DD, dekh i was afraid of sharing this with anybody… but since u are a culprit urself of keeping things from me (was she talking of proposal or placement thing..!!),i can tell u everything with no guilt… and DD, I will need ur help in this case… perhaps at every moment… U will have to talk to my family on this matter… will u??”

DD: “hmm… yaar, u can always count on me… I PROMISE I will help u above my limits”

 

Dhara: “Yaar, i am commited… for 2 yrs now…!!!”

 

DD was speechless… he was known among his friends for keeping his PROMISES…!!!

and BOYS DON’T CRY…!!!

 

 

 

P.S.: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nDTe3nQmaKw

 

 

I love YOU...!!

I love YOU...!!

 

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