Moments and Memories…!!

April 27, 2010

Reasons to be AWAY…!!

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when life is going good…

people stop blogging 😛 😛

December 4, 2009

AN UN-Grown UP…!!

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Few days back, a senior person came from onsite.. and we were having a formal introduction…

“Hi.. I am Anand..”

“Hello Anand, I am Rohit..”

“U must be a new joinee… a college hired…”

“hmm…. Yes… how come u know…??”

“It reflects from ur face… looks full of energy…”

This was something which makes me happy still… whenever i recall this conversation… makes me smile…

It actually feels good to be sort of urself when everybody expects u to mature suddenly…

For me, i am sure, this is not the kind of job i would choose for myself if given a choice… One reason could be that i have already experienced it and would like to change…

and that is how things go for me… i cant be a part of stationary… i prefer change…

right now, if given a chance to be something of my choice, i would prefer to be a Paedetrician… a Counsellor… a Radio Jockey… something which doesnt asks me to mature… which keeps ME in ME intact…!!

and when Anand said that my face reflects energy… u can understand why i was HAPPY…!!

i am not grown up… atleast till now…!!

November 29, 2009

A CAT KILLED…!!

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had a break…

had a kit-CAT…!!

 

 

P.S. when started this post, had a lot in mind to write. But now, numb. Tags will explain what this post was to be all about.. 🙂

Enjoi..!!

November 3, 2009

Being OMNIPRESENT…!!

3rd November; 6:20 PM:

right at this moment…

i want to be in Agra, jaipur, hyderabad, ajmer, Pune, Mumbai, Delhi, noida, ghaziabad, bangalore, mysore, Ahemedabad…

I want to be with sisters, Family, friends, colleagues, seniors, juniors…

I want to be in school, college, office, home, on a trip…

I want to look at pics, browse thru messages, call up everybody, write a lot…

 

huh…!! GOD surely enjoys being OMNIPRESENT…!!

September 19, 2009

A waste of TIME…!!

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Hey buddy common, lets go for a coffee…

Hmm… 2 mins… coming…

Naah.. I am going…

Ohhk, go ahead…time waste...!!

Hey sorry if u felt bad… but seriously, I cannot wait for somebody just aiwei hi… I think its a waste of time…

<smiling> well, I don’t… anyways if I am coming for a coffee, i am not gonna do anything for the next 5 mins… so I prefer to spend those 5 minutes with my friends… a constructive waste of time u can say…

Hmm.. but then THAT is TOO girly… u wait for everyone… this caring attitude is actually very girly… u should be a girl.

And u a boy…!!

Definitely…!!

Anyways, caring for others is not girly… everybody has some expectations out of you…

No, nobody expected something out of u when u came here for the first time… its u who set the expectation…

And isn’t it good that the expectations set are good… ?? everybody must get a return of what they expect out of u… or what we can do is that someday I will neglect u like anything and then u will know… then u will feel bad… 

No I wont… see, I, many a times never ask u for a lot of things… but do u feel bad.. NO..!!

YES…!!

<smiling> ohhk.. u do feel bad… <smiles continue> I can not help it right, I am evil… and also I am not girly like u…

again, caring for those who care for u is not being girly…

Whatever…

Yeah… whatever… lets go…!!

August 17, 2009

A DILEMMA…!!

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met a spider… tired he was…

tired of dealing with the webs he had been weaving for the whole of his life… not just for himself, but for every spider he ever came across… who ever mattered in its life…

then suddenly, one day… something bad happened…

and he decided to stop being generous to others… atleast for some time…

and now he is on a break…

but the question is,  Is this self realisation period a first step towards NOT BEING YOURSELF….!!

dont know…

and thats the dilemma…!!

July 8, 2009

Aeeee Aeeee yoooo…!!! Tollywood is HERE…!!

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It rained…

Finally it did…!! The first rains for me this year…

 

Well, life’s second phase has started… and so far, so good…awesome life… awesome work… awesome people…

But amongst all these new charms, something’s missing… some X factor…

 

I saw a movie very recently… NEW YORK… for those who haven’t seen the movie John Abrahim is a terrorist and dies with Katrina in the end … this was the only suspense movie has…

As some great personality had once said: “In Hyderabad… diamonds are cheaper than a movie”… the movie ticket cost me 200 bucks… thank me, I just saved u 200 bucks…

 

Movie reminded me of Dilli-6, the last disaster I gotta chance to bear with my friends… and likewise, there were moments when I wanted to scream and whistle like any mawaali… but couldn’t… for some reasons… I couldn’t…

 

I wanted to get drenched in these first showers here… I did… but somehow the masti, which was always a part of every crazy thing we did, was missing… there were concerns, for the FIRST time, of getting wet and catching cold…

 

Ohhk… coming back to the pointless point, THE PHASE II…

Deloitte is life…!! (Ofcourse till life becomes Deloitte…)

 

We get to meet people who never fail to make things happening… dthose who have worked for companies like XEROX, CANON, ORACLE and are now in DELOITTE… there’s a lot to absorb… and we are learning… not just thru classrooms, but every moment…. WE are growing…

 

Awesome is the word we use for everything we see…

And ‘IT DEPENDS’ is the phrase we get as an answer to most of the questions we ask…

 

Aditya, can we wear t-shirts on Fridays..?? it depends…!!

Debo, can we say that waterfall model is applied in most of the cases…??  It depends…!!

 

Just to share few of the moments we have in training sessions here at Deloitte, lemme put them for u…

 

1.

One of the very common jokes we have in Deloitte is the ‘MAJOR-GENERAL JOKE’… I will say END once the joke is complete…

 

It happened so, in an assembly addressing to the new cadets, a General came and addressed his cadets and talked about very general points…

Then a MAJOR came and talked about MAJOR points….!!

 

 

END

 

2.

Trainer: a change from version 1.0 to 1.1 or from 1.5 to 1.6 or 2.2 to 2.4 is a minor change… and from 1.2 to 2.0 or 2.0 to 3.0 is a major change…

 

Kushraj ( a kanpuria) : Sir, a change from version 1.9 to version 2.0 will be a minor change or a major one…??

 

 

3.

One of these days I happened to share table with Kushraj, Lincy and Dewina…

Dewina to Lincy: “yaar notes banana se neend kam aati hai kya…?”

 

Well that’s corporate life… senseless jokes… but the only moments of laughter u have… Most of the times we don’t even know what the joke is, still we smile…

 

 

This is Rohit these days… No more drenching in the rains… no more whistling… no more genuine smiles…

 

2 months ago, Rohit’s schedule:

Go to sleep at 2:00 AM

Get up at 9:00 AM

Do something something…

Go to sleep again at 2:00 PM

Get up at 6:00 PM

Do something something… and go back to sleep again at 2:00 AM

 

 

Rohit’s schedule now:

Get up at 6:00AM

Go to office at 8:00 AM

Come back at around 8:00 PM

Look for flats… come back at around 12:00 AM

Go to sleep at 1:30 AM

Get up at 6:00AM again

 

 

So the news of the day is that DDness from Rohit is evaporating… no more a kid now…!!

 

 

Life ahead is going to be tough… especially for a guy like me who never knew what’s coming till it was gone… to be proactive will be tough, still…

  

END…!!

 

(P.S> I have a flat now… and Hyderabad is awesome…

Also, this is an arbit post… wanted to come up with something.. its been really long since I dumped something in here…)

 

June 23, 2009

क्या भूलूं… क्या याद करूं…!!

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Talked to my friend today… the same great girl I talked about in my KAASH thread… She was happy… very happy… today was her first day in college… IIM B… a dream came true for her…

The best campus…

Awesome whether…

Behatareen Rooms…

She was happy…!!

I kept asking her questions… and she kept answering… in full zeal… had too many of them…. And I asked them all…  she too was ready to answer each one of them… and she did…

And then there were tears…

Ek Kaash…!!

I never cried all these days over what has already been split… even the day when result was announced, I was sad, a little sad, but never cried… and today, tears won’t stop…!!

All those days when I was preparing (or when I kept myself and the world in the illusion that I AM preparing), it never came to my mind that I could fail… OPTIMISM or OVERCONFIDENCE… whatever…!! That was ME then… without negating any thing which could possibly go wrong at the last moment, I had this strong feeling that I cannot fail…!!

Everybody around got their reservations done for Hyderabad, to join Deloitte… but I waited… waited till the D day arrived… 10th April’09… I wanted reservations for Khozikode.

Till 10th, I was busy quoting facts about IIM K on long phone calls… somethings like “its god’s own campus in god’s own country”… the fee structure… the kind of life there… read blogs… fantasized things…

Till 10th

But as soon as results were out, I called up home: “mummy, hyderabad ke tickets karwa dijiye ab…”

But I didn’t cry then too…

And suddenly, today, these tears…

“how is everything in IIM…??”

“A dream come true Rohit…!!”

Tears were there…

“Rooms…?? Got roommates…??”

“Yeah… single room…!!”

I kept asking…. I kept crying…

She kept answering… she was happy…

I wanted to be as happy as she is… I wanted to find the answers myself…

I kept asking…

“Boys and girls have common hostels…??”

“Yeah… different floors though…!!”

 

All these days I kept telling myself that whatever happens, happens for good… but m insecure now… don’t know if next CAT is THE CAT for me or not… I made infinite tough choices… skipped NTPC and sat for Deloitte… I had my reasons for everything i did… the reasons I cannot claim to be any true now… m not sure of them any more… m insecure… daily I console myself that company is good… future will be good….

COMPROMISING has come into my nature…

All after 10th of April 2009…

Since then… for the last 2 and a half months, I never thought of it… I was virtually happy with what was happening around… hamesha achha hi hota hai

All these days I never cried…

But tears wont stop today… everything is coming back…

 

(and the same day, another friend of mine said: “yaar, m very sad for some reasons… bas ye samajh le ki IIM ki call aayi aur convert nahin hui…”

I sincerely wish, she is not AS sad as she said she is…!!)

June 20, 2009

I Wanna Live it All Over AGAIN….!!

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“Oye.. aaj teri tone hi badli hui si lag rahi hai… bada khush lag raha hai tu aaj…”

“Hmmm… didi aaj friends se mila hun bahut dino baad”

Amandeep didi could make out from my voice… I WAS HAPPY…!!

 

Long time since college got over… 30 days to be exact…

They say, “time heals”… 30 days… m still waiting…

 

But something good happened lately… we met… the BURI NAZAR WAALE group of ours…

The long planned meet… the same old jokes… illogical discussions… leg pullings… sitting on the pavements… making fun of modern art… the same victorious feeling that no one in this world can withstand the kind of sarcasm and creativity we bring into everything we do together… the same old expressions saying “YET AGAIN” whenever something went wrong… and eyes going watery again with laughter on things that exclusively happened to us… it was like feeling college all over again… all fun!!

Metro walks… DTC tours… Akshardham queues… Museum pics… all moments!!

 

Not long and all of us will be entering a new world where none of us will have enough time to celebrate life the way we had been doing till date… CARELESS is the word… Soon, no one to discuss… no one to share… no one to adore… and no one to suggest… A completely new phase of life where one has to loose one’s self to make a name for one…

 

Huh… confusing…!!

Life….!!

 

And before we get into questioning “are we ready to step into the new world and loose ourselves”… an impromptu reply comes:

“As long as we are together, a ME will never be lost… there will be someone always few moments with whom will remind us of what we actually are…

That when we sang, ban ke sahara ek duje ka yun hi chalte chalein…we meant it…

That, we ARE… coz we are TOGETHER…”

 

At no point in life we lived in a moment when things were easy… or when there were no hard choices to make… there wasn’t a day when we didn’t feel the blues of being solitary… yet we smiled and lived… all coz we had few people who were always there for us…

 

Not everything will change… few things definitely will… but not everything…

the ways may change… but the quest for girlfriends never will…

the point of discussion may change… but pointless discussions will always grow…

the size of wallets may change… but the fights for a dime will always be there…

the prayers for “GOD… Y ME” may seem to seize… but the feeling of “Y ME” never will…

 

Hum na badlenge zamaane ki raftaar k sath,

Hum jab bhi milenge andaaz purana hoga!!

 

Life is tough… Fir bhi, isko has kar jeene ka… ek alag hi hai mazaa…!! 

 

 

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May 30, 2009

SHE… HE…!!

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SHE is…
the one who falls in love and knows how to keep it…
the one who knows what a friend’s shoulder is worth in times of need…
the one who takes the pains to show that she cares…
the one who is ready to give up her studies to share loads with her Mother…
the one who understand the scars of a Father…
the one who is there to take the blame away from a younger brother everytime something goes wrong…
the one who considers dancing in bars last means to keep to the wishes of her son…
the one who conceives… bears pain… gives birth… loves, cares, understands…
the one who knows the importance of a first kiss… a first hug… and a first YES…
the one who enjoys HIS succeess and knows its worth more than HE could ever know…
the one who remembers smallest of the commitments and those dates that ever mattered in HIS life… more than HE ever cared…
the one who knows HIM, more than HE will ever know HIMself…


HE:
HE sometimes finds it difficult to respect her…!!

May 23, 2009

IRONIC is life… and so will be the ways to LIVE IT…!!

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“Zindagi mil ke bitaayenge… haal-e-dil gaa ke sunayenge,

hum to saat rang hain, ye jahaan rangeen banayenge…”

still remember the day when a group of friends… each one of them equally untalented… got together to sing this song on their college farewell… IRONIC…!!  singing “zindagi mil ke bitaayenge” on a farewell day… 

they blew it… seriously blew it…  many of them never had any experience of stage till that day… the experience was great… they laughed at themselves… on the officially last day of the college,  when everybody was expected to be in tears, they laughed… IRONIC…!!

then there’s this another day coming to mind when we had a never ending discussion on these lines by gaalib:

“humko maloom hai jannat ki haqeeqat lekin,

dil ko behlaane ke liye gaalib ye khayal acha hai…”

 

suddenly… all the IRONIES was resolved….!!!!

 

P.S.: humko ab bhi pata hai jannat ki haqeeqat lekin… hum zaroor milenge…!!

May 17, 2009

Prachi… missing YOU…!!

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“bhai, we will always be together… hai na…”

“of course, no matter what we make ourselves in future… where we land… we will always be together…”

“i cant live without seeing u… even for a day…”

“u dont have to… kaha na… u won’t miss me even for a day… hum hamesha aise hi rahenge” 

she smiled… 

he smiled too…

Suddenly train jerked… it was moving… THE END… 

He pounded his feet again and again on the floor… he soooooo wished train was late today…

She started to cry… 

Both knew it was the end… luggage was in place…. she boarded the train…. He stayed at the platform… it was hard… we will always be together…

Whistle blew…

train picked up speed…

“we will meet again… hai na…”

“of course… bina mile reh bhi to nahin sakte… aadat pad gayi hai tumhaari, itni asaani se nahin jaayegi… we will meet  again… soon”

“ta ta…”

“phir milenge…”

 

 

and the promises were made… only to be kept someday…

that ‘someday’, this story will complete itself…

April 26, 2009

Whats with HER…??

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she is still a puzzle for me...!!

 

 

“U proposed her…??”

“hmm… she said NO…”

“And then u guys fought…?”

“Naah, we have high levels of understanding… we were still the best friends, till yesterday…”

‘Till yesterday… !! why, what happened…”

“She was mad at me… didn’t talk”

“Why…??”

“Her roommate told her that she likes me…”

“So what…”

“Exactly, so what…??”

 

 

 

 

 

 

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