Moments and Memories…!!

September 11, 2010

WHO AM I…!!

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Secunderabad Railway Station…

4’o clock in the morning…

a chilly morningggggg…

it had rained whole day the previous day…. it was still drizzling… and it was breezy…

Rohit was waiting for the train to arrive… all alone… almost the only soul on the long, deserted and dark platform… it was another 20 mins for the train to arrive… and this wait made it even more deserted and even more dull…

There was a touch screen machine put at the darkest corner of the platform to know how much longer for your train… and Rohit had already exhausted all the options there… twice… But since no other mode of entertainment was available… he went ahead to try it for the third time… still 15 mins to go….

Beta… kiska intezaar kar raha hai…” – a voice suddenly called…  Rohit, kinda scared, looked back… there was a police person standing… Rohit reached his pocket to check if he has his wallet with driving license…. He had it… >**sigh of relief**<

“train ka uncle…”

wo toh samajh mein aa gaya.. is platform pe bus ne aana kaunn sa aayegi tere liye… ha ha ha ha…….. ” – GOSHHHHHH…. he was direct and satarical… i liked him then and there only 🙂 , “… kaun si train ka… kiska??

“sister ka… AP Express ka”

“ohh… itni subah bulaya hi kyun… kitni pareshaani ho rahi hai tere ko… kitni duur se aaya hai…

“kareeb 25 km duur hai uncle yahan se ghar…”

he he he… aur didi kahan se aa rahi hai… kopi aur train nahin thi ??

“nahin.. Agra se aa rahi hai… ek hi train sahi hai wahan se aane ke liye”

kya karta hai…

“job”

itni si umr mein kamaane laga… sahi hai… aur kitna mil jaata hai… kahan kaam karta hai……………………..”

and then discussion continued… a good discussion… it wandered from job to life to investment to insurance to  income tax to life again… waiting was less pain…

and then Train name was announced…

“Uncle… ab jaana hoga… train doosre platform par aa rahi hai…”

acha chal jaa… dobara aana toh milna…

“zaroor uncle”

kya naam hai teraa….

“Rohit….”

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh……….. HINDU hai….

and then there was a longggggggggggggggg silenceeeeeeeeeee……………… awkward………………………………………….

there was no time to wait for the silence to die… train was already here…………….. Rohit bent and read uncles name badge: “PHULLAR”… dunno why but he guessed he is MUSLIM………….

PS: after longgg time have something to put forward…. this reminded me of a line from book TAMAS i recently read. It was over communal riots : [i] “kabhi kabhi ajeeb lagta hai soch ke ki kaise naam ya pehnava badal jaane se aadmi badal jata hai” …!!

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December 23, 2009

IT’S HARD…!!

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AIN’T NO SUPERMAN…!!

September 26, 2009

FRIENDS…!!

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friends  : They come in your life… become special… and then they leave u…

and u miss them… forever…!!

will miss getting drenched...!!

August 17, 2009

A DILEMMA…!!

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met a spider… tired he was…

tired of dealing with the webs he had been weaving for the whole of his life… not just for himself, but for every spider he ever came across… who ever mattered in its life…

then suddenly, one day… something bad happened…

and he decided to stop being generous to others… atleast for some time…

and now he is on a break…

but the question is,  Is this self realisation period a first step towards NOT BEING YOURSELF….!!

dont know…

and thats the dilemma…!!

June 23, 2009

क्या भूलूं… क्या याद करूं…!!

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Talked to my friend today… the same great girl I talked about in my KAASH thread… She was happy… very happy… today was her first day in college… IIM B… a dream came true for her…

The best campus…

Awesome whether…

Behatareen Rooms…

She was happy…!!

I kept asking her questions… and she kept answering… in full zeal… had too many of them…. And I asked them all…  she too was ready to answer each one of them… and she did…

And then there were tears…

Ek Kaash…!!

I never cried all these days over what has already been split… even the day when result was announced, I was sad, a little sad, but never cried… and today, tears won’t stop…!!

All those days when I was preparing (or when I kept myself and the world in the illusion that I AM preparing), it never came to my mind that I could fail… OPTIMISM or OVERCONFIDENCE… whatever…!! That was ME then… without negating any thing which could possibly go wrong at the last moment, I had this strong feeling that I cannot fail…!!

Everybody around got their reservations done for Hyderabad, to join Deloitte… but I waited… waited till the D day arrived… 10th April’09… I wanted reservations for Khozikode.

Till 10th, I was busy quoting facts about IIM K on long phone calls… somethings like “its god’s own campus in god’s own country”… the fee structure… the kind of life there… read blogs… fantasized things…

Till 10th

But as soon as results were out, I called up home: “mummy, hyderabad ke tickets karwa dijiye ab…”

But I didn’t cry then too…

And suddenly, today, these tears…

“how is everything in IIM…??”

“A dream come true Rohit…!!”

Tears were there…

“Rooms…?? Got roommates…??”

“Yeah… single room…!!”

I kept asking…. I kept crying…

She kept answering… she was happy…

I wanted to be as happy as she is… I wanted to find the answers myself…

I kept asking…

“Boys and girls have common hostels…??”

“Yeah… different floors though…!!”

 

All these days I kept telling myself that whatever happens, happens for good… but m insecure now… don’t know if next CAT is THE CAT for me or not… I made infinite tough choices… skipped NTPC and sat for Deloitte… I had my reasons for everything i did… the reasons I cannot claim to be any true now… m not sure of them any more… m insecure… daily I console myself that company is good… future will be good….

COMPROMISING has come into my nature…

All after 10th of April 2009…

Since then… for the last 2 and a half months, I never thought of it… I was virtually happy with what was happening around… hamesha achha hi hota hai

All these days I never cried…

But tears wont stop today… everything is coming back…

 

(and the same day, another friend of mine said: “yaar, m very sad for some reasons… bas ye samajh le ki IIM ki call aayi aur convert nahin hui…”

I sincerely wish, she is not AS sad as she said she is…!!)

May 16, 2009

The Last One to FALL…!!

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“why…why do i have to see all this…  in this already lost battle that we are fighting, i die everytime someone i love… someone i know, dies…  Why?? I wanted to die peacefully… not in bits…”

“but u wanted to die last….!!”

March 23, 2009

Solve: LOVE = …??

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  Love is... loving everything about her...!!

 

I recently got a mail… the mail is actually a conversation thread from Satyam Computer Services Ltd, Hyderabad which was circulated among the employees. The thread got so popular that it got forwarded to Infosys discussion forum… and there the popularity increased many folds…

 

But, there’s nothing big with this thread…

 

It is just a weird idea of penning down few lines on the word ‘LOVE’… its how common people like me and you define Love… No big words were uttered… simple gestures… a smile perhaps, that make a difference. Everything which matters… or soothes a relationship found its place here…

Reply from one person ends with color change…

Just go thru it….

 

Love is…when u fight and promise in night… not to talk..in future……….but call in d morning just after waking up…………….!!!! 

 

 

Love is……….    when u don’t write his/her real name in your cell phone…………………………….    when u don’t hesitate in telling Lie to others 4 him/her……………….

 

 

“Love is more than three words mumbled before bedtime. Love is sustained by action, a pattern of devotion in the things we do for each other every day.”   “Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit.”   “Love is like a violin. The music may stop now and then, but the strings remain forever.”   

 

 

Love is when you are always wondering abt the moments spent together……….& wait for him to come. When you are happy with his happiness…………when you pray for his prosperity & wealth….

 

 

Love is…. when u r always thinking abt him….. and smiling whenever u think of him

 

 

LOVE IS…

When u talk to someone on phone for long JJ… inspite of other imp works… u manage to continue the same for Long JJJ…..is nothing but LOVE….

Have a Nice Day JJJJ…….

 

 

Love is….

 To start writing Diary….just to cherish the memories of time you spent

together… So that you can keep each moment alive and fresh…whenever

you turn those pages…

 

 

Love is flying for 2 months

And dying for the rest..

 

 

Love is ….when everytime you feel uneasy to go to Bed at Night …..

and are Desperately waiting to come Back to Office just to meet her ….

 

You dont go to Mumbai on weekends…just because you cant imagine

leaving 2 days without her…

 

You cannot concentrate on your work ..Just because she’s in your mind

all the time…

 

This is love ..Nothing else….

 

 

Pyar …..pyar…jab aapko laal rang bhi aacha lagnei lagta hain

 Pyar ….Yash Chopra kei Movies ke geet hain…

 

 

 Mohabattein … one more famous dialogue ..

 

Ek larki thi anjaani si ek larke pe woh marti thi ..

Nazrein jhuka ke sharma ke galiyon se guzarti thi ..

Chori chori chupke chupke chitthhiyaan likha karti thi Kuch kehna tha

shayad usko .. par jaane kkis-se darti thi ..

Jab bhi milti thi mujh-se yahii poocha karti thi ..

Ye pyar kaise hota hai .. ye pyar kaise hota hai ..

Aur main sirf ye keh pata tha ..

 

Aankhein khuli ho  ya …..

 

This whole song has definition of love ..

 

 Cheers:)

 

 

Love is…

Going through a chain of posts (which make absolute no sense) for the

whole day… Waiting for her to write something… 🙂

 

 

Love is …..when you read all her scraps on orkut…

Visit …the profiles of scrappers on her profilee…

Join all the communities she joined….

Visit ….the profiles of all her friends………

 

 

When you dedicate one fourth of your salary to phone bills:) without

batting an eyelid.

 

 

When the First and the last SMS of the day  is sent to her . ..

 

 

And those SMS’es are never deleted….

 

 

Love is: Hum hai rahi pyaar ke phir milenge chalte chalte!

 

 

There is never an Unanswered reply….

 

 

Love is getting that lovely smile at the corners of the lips, when I just think of her…which inturn makes my heart beat happily…:)

 

 

Love is when you do not want to move her mails to pst even though it has been a while since her last mail which was an invitation to attend her marriage

 

 

Love is when you send an email only to her ….still keep her in Bcc… 🙂

 

 

“Love is when you become more superstitious than you actually are”

 

 

Love is when you tag her in messenger and try to find out reasons for the status… Offline…Meeting/Not feeling well/leave/training?

Scratch your head out …………….

 

 

LOVE is : In recession time girl wants to marry you not for money 🙂

 

 

LOVE is when u save  all the mails(sent by her) in separate diff folder

naming java or dot net etc 🙂

 

 

And delete that folder …when you have a fight with her ….and then

try to recover it 🙂

 

 

Love is when She/He is “Away ” for others but  “Available” for you 🙂

 

 

It is always understood that it is not love 😉

 

Bhaavnaaon ko samjho… :):):)

 

 

This will happen only if she responds to your pings 🙂

 

 

Love is…

               Saving ur communicator chats with her in a .doc  file

:):)

 

 

Love is…

 

Its night…Raining heavily… you r totally wet…. Caught cold n cough

… and you still eat it…

 

I love ice creams…. 🙂

 

 

Loves is when you don’t say I can jump from a running train for you…

Love is when you say I can jump from a running train with you……

 

 

LOVE is when I can’t pay attention in work BCOZ I am too busy in writing

her first name with my last name 🙂

 

 

 

and my idea of LOVE:

 

 

Love is... loving everything about her...!!

Love is... loving everything about her...!!

 

 

HEY FRIENDS… pour in ur ideas  of what LOVE IS…??

 

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